Food Holds No Pleasure For Me
For about the past 10 years, I have had no appetite at all. I have to eat, obviously, but I never think, "Oh, some barbecued chicken would taste good!" Eating is just another boring task that I have to perform, like doing laundry or dusting. (Not that I do those things, but you get the point
.) I really miss enjoying food. I used to cook quite a bit back when I cared what I ate, but now everything pretty much tastes the same, so I go for whatever requires the least thought--and that's usually something that isn't all that healthy.