Absolutely No Life!!

Today I awoke at noon. However, I really just wanted to die and not be awake at all. So I drank half a bottle of cough syrup and slept until about 4:30. I do not work, and it is extremely hard for me to leave the house. On Monday I went out to dinner and drinking with a friend(this RARELY happens) I met and slept with a man I met at the bar (****** up, I know)....Today he text me and asked me out for a date on Friday. I am very fearful to check my phone or emails or anything so I had to have my mother read me the text message. I made plans with him because I have a hard time saying no. However, I do not think I will go through with the plans. My days consist of sleeping as much as possible, then spend the rest of the day on the internet or watching TV. This is getting bad!!!
walkingon walkingon
22-25
Aug 8, 2012