I hate this.
Been waiting to hear back from this job but they haven't been in contact since I went in for the induction.
Since then I've just lost motivation to wake up or do anything, and I got sick of cleaning the house all day every day, getting yelled at for not doing it 'properly' etc etc, and just the fact of being alone at the end of the day. It's taking it's toll.
Like, I'm 19, I haven't been able to contribute to society, and I can't even go anywhere or do anything with anyone cos I have 2 friends that are either with their boyfriends or at clues or uni. I just don't even know why I'm still here. I can't find myself to move or do anything. I just wanna cry and mope. Well, I don't actually, but that's all I feel that I can do. And yeah. I'm just lost. Wanna start my life. But I can't. No experience, not even one job in the past to back me up. I feel useless and don't even want to be here :'l
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1 Response Aug 16, 2014

Can you take at least one class at a jr. College? Look at their offering and find something that sounds FUN. Or check your local YWCA. they often have artsy classes that are not only fun but can often be turned into pocket cash on the side. I wish you the best dear.