I Have No One To Hold

Every Night

By: misternobrain

Written on December 17th, 2011

Every night, i lie in bed and i look to my left and i look to my right, and the picture is always the same. There's no one there, no one i can hold, no one i can kiss, no one i can hold hands with, no one i can make love to, no one's there. What i'd give to hold someone in my arms. I always lay in bed, closing my eyes, hoping that if i reach over someone will be there. Someone who i can hold in my arms, someone who i can kiss for hours, someone who i can make love to all night, someone who'll still be there if i turn away for a second but there's never anyone there.

My arms will always be empty, my lips will always be dry, and my heart will always be cold; I have no one to hold and i never will.

(If You Do Have Someone To Hold, Never Let Them Go, Cherish Them For As Long As They're Around Because Once They're Gone, They're Gone)

By: misternobrain

Age: 18-21 , Male

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5 responses

mysteriousvirgo

I know this is from awhile ago, but I feel like I could've written this myself...and I'm quite a bit older than you (34). :/

2 days ago
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Unbekannte

The hardest part of it all... is when you have some realistic dream... there's that person who looks into your eyes, you know it's your only one... but then you wake up... there's no one but you... you burst in tears and just wish you could die and stop feeling this pain...

"Urgent awakenings are the only things worse than fulfilled dreams"

Dec 17, 2011
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- misternobrain
  It's weird how i know exactly what you mean because i've had those sudden, almost startling awakenings and you just wish you could go back to that peaceful slumber where dreams do come true
  It is very difficult to dream of that person looking in your eyes, but it's even harder when you've actually found that only one and looked into her eyes, knowing that she was the one then losing her forever.
  It hurts to be alone but be happy that you haven't found that one person for you because the joy and happiness that you feel when you're around them has no comparison,
  but when they leave, the pain never goes away.
  
  Dec 21, 2011
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Unbekannte

"and my heart will always be cold" ":((

We have so much in common... sometimes I wake up in a middle of some horrible & disturbing nightmare, I look around but there's no one to hold me and tell me "you don't have to be afraid, I'll protect you". That's when I realize how lonely I am, I ask myself "what the hell am I doing here?" but anywhere I go, the question stays the same, there's not a place in the whole world I belong in. Sometimes I feel like giving up but that tiny ray of hope "what if..." keeps me alive... I would want to experience that moment at least once in my life... I'm waiting but nothing ever happens...

Dec 17, 2011
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- misternobrain
  just hold on, keep that hope alive because you'll find what you're looking for....don't let anything take your hope away, hope is what keeps your soul alive, hope for the best even when you think there is no hope,....... i've lost my hope and it's a reality i wish i didn't have to live in but i do. Hope for a better day, it will come.
  
  Dec 18, 2011
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