I Feel Like My Body Hates Me

i have never really had a sex drive, even in my teen years which was not so long ago(i just turned 20) so i have just come to terms with it. i never want sex at all even while watching ****, i last about 6 min in bed and can hardly go any longer then that without hating the whole thing after words. there was this one time where i just all of a sudden became so horny that i could hardly sleep at night. it lasted about 2 days and just would not go away until i ****** someone and that was like the only time that sex was amazing and lasted longer then 6 min. its kind of sad because i am a creative person and can be some what of a freak yet my body wont just go with at times. i also have a really sensitive body that hates to be touched but melts when ever i am touched, still it takes a lot to get me going without me being touched.
amicawinters amicawinters
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 10, 2012

Please have aptience with yourself, you are still learning about yourself!

"it takes a lot to get me going without me being touched." I wouldn't worry about that. Sounds like a good thing.