I have had obsessive thoughts for as long as I can remember. My relationships suffer because of it, as I can't let anything just go. I think about things all the time, every possibility, every angle. I only believe what I see with my own eyes and need facts and evidence for everything before I believe it. Once i start thinking about things they kind of take over my life. i look things up online all the time, over and over , looking for all the information. Its like information overload in my brain, millions of thoughts all flying about, rushing like wind past my ears, its sometimes hard to grasp a single thought, they seem to happen simultaneously. I spend lots of time home alone which leaves loads of time with my thoughts.I am very controlling too, I like to know every detail of everything, and I plan things out with precision. I hate surprises and like to be the planner and organiser in all aspects of my life. I am probably very tiresome to be around. I also like things in pairs - does anyone else experience this?