I suffer from a severe ocd, which sometimes takes control over my emotions and beliefs.
I obsess about thoughts and ideas that irritate me.
I get convinced by the ideas of me being a bad person, so i end up ruminating situations in my head
which dont exist, end up believing that one state where all seems to be true, you feel they're strange though.
Idk what to say, i obsess abt evthg. i doubt myself..evthg..means..negative..for..me..