Ocpd

I actually have obsessive compulsive personality disorder (yes, there's a difference). I suffer so much, I can;t go to bed at night until everything is just so. Meaning sometimes I only sleep 2 hours a night. I'm a perfectionist; if it's not absolutely 100% perfect don't bother me with it. My bedroom is meticulous, every little thing has its own place. If the purple pen and the green pen switched places I would have a panic attack. Same with place setting. fork goes on the LEFT knife goes on the RIGHT. OCPD gives me so much stress. It's unbearable.
shouldbedead shouldbedead
13-15, F
2 Responses May 24, 2012

I feel for you. Im just 13 and I have OCD, but the arrangement of my room does keep me up at night, I also skip meals so im always exhausted.

poor thing that's horrible