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I Have Ocd

Not So Bad

By: TraumaKitty
Written on July 16th, 2007
Age: 21-25 , Female
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  • TraumaKitty

    Wow...I totally forgot I even wrote this. It's been 2 1/2 years since then. I have to agree with the test answers. I can totally ace a test- it's like the right answers are almost glaringly obvious, and not always so much because I know the material, as much as I pick up on little literary cues...the particular way something is worded, or the choice of a particular word being the same as something I recognize in the text. I've realized also that OCD is anxiety-based. It's a way of having something solid to hang onto when I'm feeling like the rest of life is out of control. It's still very mild. The last time I noticed anything was a few weeks ago, when I had a vocal tic that lasted for about a month. My husband would ask me "Why do you keep making that little noise?" I couldn't explain it, other than to say that something just didn't feel "right," unless I did it. It was extremely hard to stop myself, and most of the time, I wasn't even aware I was doing it. I was having issues with my mom at the time, and once they resolved, the tic went away. I've noticed that a lot of the other ER nurses I work with also complain of having OCD, and also ADHD. I guess we're drawn to particular fields, where our "disorders" are an asset.

    Jan 8, 2010
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  • ADreamerWithAPen

    I'm in high school, and it helps me to remember answers on tests, music in concert and marching band, routines for cheerleading, and the script for drama as well. It can get annoying at times, yes, but it is also quite helpful.

    Jan 7, 2010
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