My son Nathan is my angel. He woke up in me, the ability to be mature and think for the better of someone other than myself. I was lazy, insecure, and selfish before i had him. Now i have come a complete 360 and turned into a compassionate, loving, caring, and responsible mother. my son is my world. His father is the BANE of my existance. Who knew that something so good could come from a father so evil. Funny how ironic life is.