I Have Only Made Love to One Person

Just One So Far...

By: lkibbie

Written on April 11th, 2012

I never fooled around when I was single and I saved myself for my husband when I was young. A lot of good it did me...I am into the marriage 12 years and sexless 10 of those years. But now I'm wondering if making love to someone other than my husband would be so bad?

By: lkibbie

Age: 36-40 , Female

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10 responses

DancingFire

Its not so bad... in fact it will likely be amazing. But that said... you either have to be willing to hide it or to leave him. Do you have kids?

Feb 13
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- lkibbie
  In reply to your question, no we have no kids. However, I did file for divorce last year. He died quite unexpectedly from a ruptured aorta. I have had the chance to be with 2 other men since my late husband died. I'm in a new relationship and am quite happy now.
  
  Feb 14
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- DancingFire
  Oh my goodness... Sorry. But I am so glad you are very happy now... best wishes!
  
  Feb 14
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mpde

You are braver than I am and I wish you everything of the best and hey.....hope you find the best kisser ever!!!!!!!!!!!

Apr 15, 2012
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- lkibbie
  that would be great!
  
  Apr 15, 2012
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croyman

Yes, its wrong and it just plane sucks. I sometimes feel all the issues are like bar's of a prison cell. It seems i review them very closely every day. Always looking for a way to break through.

Apr 12, 2012
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- lkibbie
  Very true.
  
  Apr 15, 2012
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croyman

Not Bad, its about a connection that happens between the right people. You have to get very honest with yourself and make sure that guilt issues will not crop up over time. I am at 4 years and can not take it anymore, just working on myself to get ready for a new road ahead. Hang in there

Apr 12, 2012
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- lkibbie
  Thank you, it's hard.
  
  Apr 12, 2012
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- purrman007
  I would say you will regret is for ever. It breaks the fragile glass of marriage. I would suggest trying to get your husband involved somehow through theropy , role playing, something to make it fun. Tell him what you like and what you wish to learn. Try it all.
  
  May 14, 2012
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