Destroyd My Life

I have graves disease which started in Jan of this year. destroyed my life, quality of life, cant go to work, cant go to the gym cant do anything.
I have been in the hospital numerous times. Now my breathing has been blocked bythe goiter in my neck and they cannot operate due due thyroid storms until they can get it under control. It has been four months. Iam in the hospital now, scared to death to go to sleep and and circus of doctors know not what to do can anyone help; me?
rlm6384 rlm6384
56-60
May 17, 2012