It's scary to take that one step. The breath of fresh is relieving. I think about what is next. I usually plan my day the night before. So I know where to go and just move vastly to get each task done. Faces are a blur. I try to smile but I never know who I am smiling too. I say polite things in hopes that makes up for not looking them in the face. Can anyone out there connect with me. I have other different issues but this is all I am willing to share for tonight.