I'm on the verge of Havin one. God my thoughts are racing and I'm crying and shaking. I cut again but it didn't help much. I want this to end. I took 10 sleep aids so hopefully they will help me sleep. I wanna kill myself so badly. Nobody cares about me. I am a worthless piece of trash. Why couldn't my past attempts have worked. I hate myself so much. I want someone to come and knock me out so I don't have to feel anything. My throat is burning from trying to cry quietly. I hate everything. Why do I have to have depression, etc.. I've had since I was 13 and I want it gone but its clear that's not happening. I'm the problem here and I will get rid of the problem.
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18-21, F
1 Response Aug 19, 2014

Have you seen a doctor