Am I A Supernatural Magnet?

I was an only child raised by my grandmother in a small town in Massachusetts. Since I was little, I have seen and heard things that cannot be explained. It started when I was about 5 years old, I had an "imaginary" friend. It was a male in his teens who I called "Rizzo". He lived in my closet and I would talk to him all the time for a bout a year...then he was gone. At the age of 7 I remember seeing eyes in my bedroom mirror, red evil looking eyes. I also saw these eyes peering into my bedroom window. At this point I was so afraid that I had to sleep with my grandmother until this fear finally released me. Things were quiet for a while until my grandmothers house caught fire when I was 8. We couldn't live in the house as it had severe damage, so we lived in a small trailer on the property. Myself, my grandmother, my mother and great grandmother lived in this trailer for about 6 months. During this time my great grandmother had a stroke and passed away shortly after. After her death, I would have visions of her at night sitting in places throughout the trailer. When we finally moved back into the house was when her passing hit me the hardest. I missed her so much and I would cry and ask God to tell her how much I loved and missed her. One night I had the most vivid "dream" I've ever had in my entire life. My great grandmother was hovering next to my bed, she looked exactly how she did in her wedding picture, dress and all (she was about 18 when married). She was just illuminated in this beautiful light, she said to me without moving her lips, "I love you, it's going to be okay, I'm okay"....then she was gone. It brought a sense of peace and relief over me, I believe it was her coming to me in my sleep. Things got creepy from that point on. Most of the houses I've lived in have been built in the 1800's which is typical of northern homes, but with the house comes it's history....not always so pretty. One of these houses was in Southwick MA. I was about 11 at the time when we moved into this home. My first thought was that the house reminded me of the one in the Amityville horror movie. It was infested with flies and almost falling apart in places. I swore there was a "man" in the attic above my bedroom. I would hear heavy footsteps above me at night and a low voice but indiscernible words. I would hear children running and laughing upstairs when I was in the living room on the first floor. My mother also heard these sounds of children. In that same house I heard something run up the cellar stairs and crash into the door. The crash was so hard that it made the walls shake and I was the only one in the house at the time. One night I saw a full body apparition. It was a boy about 9 years old wearing an old hat, leather ankle boots, a button down shirt tucked into shorts. He stood at the foot of my bed and watched me as I walked to my bed and pulled the covers over my head. I call him "little boy blue" because of the blueish gray misty color he was. To this day I still wonder about the strange things that happened in that house. We moved into a house in Wilbraham MA about a year later, I was 12 at the time. This house was very ominous because you would always see shadows, hear footsteps, experience cold spots and odd smells or get the feeling of being watched. I never did experience anything too major in this house. We weren't there very long when my parents decided to move to Monson MA. It was an oddly quiet little farm town where we lived for about 6-8 months before moving to Florida. I would hear children outside my window in the middle of winter in the dead of night. A child giggled in my ear while I was walking home from school one winter afternoon. The road I was on was desolate, it was my house and an abandoned house about half a mile down. I heard this giggle between my house and the abandoned one. I never really felt uncomfortable in the house, it was the area surrounding it that made me uncomfortable. That summer, I was 13 going on 14, we moved to Florida. The first house we moved into I would see strange lights at night, in the house and around the house in the yard. Occasionally I would hear light scratching sounds on the wall in the hallway next to my bedroom along with light footsteps walking up and down the hall. Whenever I would open the door to see what was there, there was nothing and the noises would stop. At the age of 16 we moved again. I had a sleepover with 2 of my friends one night and we decided to make our own Q**** board (I refuse to say the word but, you know what I'm talking about) and "play" with it in my bedroom. About 15 minutes into communicating with this thing the 3 of us heard this horrible, guttural, inhuman growl above us. It wasn't human or animal but a demonic sound of about 7 sets of vocal chords at different horrifying pitches. My mom was religious so she kept holy water in the house. I found it, blessed the house and quickly got rid of the board. I haven't touched one since and strongly recommend anyone using them as a form of communicating with the other side to STOP asap. It opens up a door and you don't know who or what you could be letting in. My experiences stopped for years after this and began again about 2 years ago. I began to see large shadow people and I'm currently experiencing some weird things happening in my house. Doors opening by themselves, the sounds of things falling when nothing is out of place, my dog barking at stuff that's not there and an uneasy feeling in certain rooms in the house. One night at about 11:30 pm, my boyfriend and I were siting on the couch when "someone" knocked on the front door 3 times. He jumped up to get the door and nobody was there. We even checked around the house and down the street. Honestly, these experiences have always frightened me and I have dealt with them for over 20 years now. I don't really want to continue having supernatural encounters yet I don't know how to make it stop. I would like to find people who have dealt with things like I have and how you have personally dealt with them. Please help!
ckrystalo ckrystalo
26-30, F
May 14, 2012