The Demon In Me

i say **** the system. i say **** the world. i say **** my life. i want to die everyday. my life sucks **** and im always depressed. the only thing that makes me get up in the morning or to put the knife away is the hope that the one that i love more than my mother is my nan. she wouldnt want this. but that little voice at the back of my head is too strong. everyday, everywhere, is whispers, "do it..."
then i realized it stopped. becoz then, it whispered something that changed my life forever. it whispered, "Death Is The Only Escape".
it wanted me to commit suicide.
nothing else matters.
just those words.
WolfPrincess123 WolfPrincess123
13-15, F
2 Responses Dec 11, 2012

"Death is the only escape." It can be viewed differently, what I'm getting at is, it's the part of "you" dying inside to see and observe the positive forces around you then to dwell on what you're currently going through.

Demonic or Negative entities feed off just what you're explaining, they take advantage over mentally unstable humans in dark and destructive thinking. Ultimately driving them to view world and everything "bad." All I can say is to Ignore, yes "Ignore." Through your sufferings you will start to realize your positive outcome.