It Could Be Worse

After years of trying drugs and surgery I choose to stop trying I haven't see a doctor, or had them take 30 tubes of blood. I haven't popped a pill that wasn't a vitamin in months. Yeah sure I'm not getting better but it isn't getting worse either. I gain a little wieght but I'm determined to lose it I want kids I'll adopt this is not going to control my life and some doctor is not going to keep me in that much fear of my own body.