Well........i Eat Groundrice Flour/powder
I have been eating i for about 6 years now, I started at 14. I used to openly eat it in front of my friends and family but stopped when the werid looks kept coming my way. I actually did stop eating it when I was 17 and would then eat it like once a year but I have suddenly started to eat it again like every week. I started to note down when I do want it and realised that whenever I do eat it, its usually because I am feeling stressed or I try to skip meals and use it as a substitute for real food as ground rice has no fat or chemicals involved but I want to really stop as it does make me depressed when I have to hide when I am eating. Although when I am eating goundrice, I tend to mix it with a bit of water,salt (sea salt) and olbas oil. Olbas oil is a medicated oil with diffrent types of mint oils, think of vicks as an oil then you would what I am talking about (lol). Recently I have been craving sand,uncooked pasta,rice and paint! Though the paint would have to be mixed with a lot of groundrice,as you can see, i NEED A LOT OF HELP! If this helps anyone I am 22,an law and media student. Thankyou for reading!