My Life With Pituitary Tumour

i was diagnosed in 2004 with my ptuitary tumour it was removed well not all of it ws removed they leave a little apparantly,they said i would need MRI again the following year it hadnt grown back but in 2006 it had so i had surgery again since then ive had MRI,s an things seemed to be ok except this year ive just had MRI in October and my GP has told me its grown again so i go back to nuerosurgeon on the 15th november an see what they are going to do,i had been told in 2006 that if it grows again one surgeon said he will operate again another said they will do radiation,so at moment i have no idea its so hard living with this,ive been told they dont turn cancerous i hope they are right.ive recently been seeing a natural doctor and she has told me more than any one has,ive said how ive been feeling for years an she has told me most of it is due to tumour,would like to chat to someone who is  or has gone threw this.