5 Days Til Period ExpectedToday it has hit me full force ...that time of the month to become completely massively negative, mean, unhappy, upset, mad, pissed off, exhausted, tired and just plain MISERABLE woman right now.....I only want to go to bed, unplug the phone, and escape from the world. I just hate feeling so hormonal, so ou tof control anxious, yet exhausted and yet so wired and restless too. Its everything all at once and nothing at all...I feel like I cannot deal with this stress another month, again, but what choice do i have? Thank god i have this place to post. I will hang in there.
I am just down today...waiting for my period to hopefully bring some relief to me, to my misery. I hate complaining and being so negative, I hate and judge myself for being unable to control my emotions during this time...but why do I hate myself, when I did not ask for this? It is not RATIONAL behavior, and it sucks. Its like the hormones exaggerate every single fault in my mind, to a huge degree, and I feel powerless to change my outlook.
k8Krisis 41-45 3 Responses 0 Jul 5, 2011