Hi, I'm new here and was recently diagnosed with PMDD. Truth be told, I'm sure I've had it for a while. It was mistaken for major depression and I've been on all sorts of anti-depressants. I'm now on YAZ instead of anti-depressants but it works only 50% of the time it seems like. Today, for the first time I thought about suicide. I would NEVER think about this usually. It's like day and night. I get so depressed and needy a couple days before my period. What's worse is that my PMDD symptoms seem to be getting a lot worse and I'm also getting it more frequently (twice a month). I can't live like this anymore. I've ruined two amazing relationships because when I began to experience pmdd I became so vulnerable and needy towards them. I became psychotic (texting all the time, crying, telling them I was going to kill myself if they didn't talk to me). This isn't typical of me. When I finally get my period the symptoms of craziness disappear and I feel like me again. Now, I pray to get my period. It's getting worse. Please help. I don't know what to do. I've tried everything: exercising more, eating better, cutting caffeine, alcohol, sugar, gluten free diets, anti-depressants in addition to yaz. I can't take it anymore.