Don't you just hate it when you hallucinate? I got ptsd from all the abuse in my life. It makes it hard to be around people sometimes and it definitley makes it hard to trust anyone. I hate it so bad, because when it kicks in, you'd think the people who are suppose to care about you would be there for you. Instead you have to hide it or try your best too. Why is everyone so dang self-centered? I don't know if I'll ever have a healthy relationship because of it and my borderline.... sigh. I wish people could understand.
wolfwhisperer wolfwhisperer
22-25, F
1 Response Dec 4, 2012

I totally understand this. You are not alone. I avoid people all together. It's too hard to control whats in my head and try to talk to people at the same time. So I try my hardest not to have to talk to people. I have flashbacks all the time. It drives me crazy. I hope it gets better for you and that you feel comforted by this group. Thanks for sharing :-)

thanks for support, sorry we both have to deal with it though : /