Soul Searching

I have recently for the past 3 months doing some soul searching, recording my thoughts and emotions through art work also. I woke up one morning with an anxious feeling...sometime an urge to be somewhere. I called my sister and told her about how I was feeling so I immediately rushed to her house. As I was driving there a calm hit me. Turns out she was babysitting her friends kids....so I was spending time with 4 little girls ranging in age. One of the older girls left a small toy laying out on the floor which the one year old picked up and put in her mouth. My sister walked in and saw her lying face down now breathing. She was choking and turning blue. My sister was in shock and could not move. I immediately grabbed the baby, told my sister to call 911, and began the Heimlich maneuver. I lodged the toy out and she began breathing again. If I wasn't there that baby girl could have likely died. I feel I am blessed and I want to continue to be a part of these things happening to me. But im so scared at the same time.
An Ep User An EP User
Jan 13, 2013