My Experiences.

It all started when I was little.  I would have weird dreams and they would happen.  When I was in the third grade, I had this dog that I absolutely loved.  I understood him, and he seemed to understand me.  I had a dream about him one night, that he would die.  It happened with him being in the yard.  It abruptly ended.  The next morning, I had an unsettling feeling, I told my mom about it.  She told me, 'Make sure that he is tied up good and in a good area.  I put him in the back yard on his leash and left for school.  When I came back I saw him standing up, just staring blankly.  The neighbors dog got underneath the fence and seemed to be playing with him.  I went over to pet him, and as I did he fell over to the ground with a sickening thud.  He was stiff, almost like a plastic model.  His eyes were glazed over.  I went screaming into the house, my mom came outside and surely enough.

I also can tell when something is off, bad, what someones feeling, or even if they are lying to me.  I was talking to my friend and I got this feeling and the words just came out.. 'I almost think my ex is going to come here.'  Sure enough I saw him two minutes later.  I can tell when people have a problem with me, the only problem is that the feelings I have towards them get's in the way.

About an hour ago I was reading someones blog and I automatically started to feel anguish, dispair and confusion.

I really don't know what's going on at all....

I'm supposed to be on prozac, they say I have m.d.d.

But when I take it, I don't recognize any of this.

vamprizz vamprizz
Mar 18, 2009