I Have Prophetic Dreams
this is seriously a problem now before it was fine but now its not.
IM so angry and scared and worried if you read my story crazy, than you know what I mean im so tired of it the dreams every time they come true a little piece of me dies inside. and sometimes it comes true daily. I wouldn't have as much of a problem if I saw something that actually mattered. but I just see different expireneces that will happen nothing important about them. but on the day it happens right after I wake up I have a flashback or flash forward or whatever about the prophetic dream. and It doesn't even have to be that night it could've been a year a month a week before my brain wont let me remember it until that day. than when it happens I have a stinging sensation in my back and I sometimes collapse once I even passed out but all my energy gets drained and I just feel as if a piece of me dies. once I thought about ending it I wont but still this is hell. but I just started ive been having prophetic dreams since I was 8 but this year is the only time when I was in any pain because of them. now I always dream but the ones I cant remember are the prophetic ones I only know there prophetic because of the morning of when the actuall thing I dream about happens I see it again and with a date of when I saw it, than when it happens I die a little bit and drain my energy. and just the thought that like I could end it makes me feel a little better cause its so dame...... I don't know what to call it but life draining seems kinda like what im trying to get across so ya anything to help leave it in the comments
IM so angry and scared and worried if you read my story crazy, than you know what I mean im so tired of it the dreams every time they come true a little piece of me dies inside. and sometimes it comes true daily. I wouldn't have as much of a problem if I saw something that actually mattered. but I just see different expireneces that will happen nothing important about them. but on the day it happens right after I wake up I have a flashback or flash forward or whatever about the prophetic dream. and It doesn't even have to be that night it could've been a year a month a week before my brain wont let me remember it until that day. than when it happens I have a stinging sensation in my back and I sometimes collapse once I even passed out but all my energy gets drained and I just feel as if a piece of me dies. once I thought about ending it I wont but still this is hell. but I just started ive been having prophetic dreams since I was 8 but this year is the only time when I was in any pain because of them. now I always dream but the ones I cant remember are the prophetic ones I only know there prophetic because of the morning of when the actuall thing I dream about happens I see it again and with a date of when I saw it, than when it happens I die a little bit and drain my energy. and just the thought that like I could end it makes me feel a little better cause its so dame...... I don't know what to call it but life draining seems kinda like what im trying to get across so ya anything to help leave it in the comments