Remote Viewing Changed My LifeI am writing to share my story for two reasons. First, for the sake of the possibilty that someone will read it and actually understand me. Second, out of concern for other people.
My concern lies in the subject of remote viewing and people who do or do not know of their talents or the full extent of their abilities. If you know of your talents/gifts and you want to do remote viewing, I caution you. It is not something that should be taken lightly and unfortunately there are people out there who have absolutely no concern for your well- being.
I did not know the extent of my precognition.
No one cautioned me or warned me of the things that I would experience. No one contacted me after doing on-line tests. I spent hours upon hours, starting in 2006, doing tests through I.O.N.S.,(The Institute of Noetic Science) and they never contacted me about them. I guess I took for granted that they would tell me something, like you have ESP.
I believed they were professionals.
"I did not take tests at any other place."
Some people will tell you that it is fun and it might start out that way. For me it started as a curiousity and knowing that I could do it, but I was more serious with a serious concern for people and a strong desire to help them, so for me it is not fun. Knowing that people are going to die is NOT FUN. Not being able to do anything about it is NOT FUN.
Before I took the on-line tests, I only had experiences with those closest to me. My loved ones. Occasional experiences with strangers and major news events.
After doing RV tests on-line, I perceived things all day long, every day for three and a half years, night and day, awake and asleep with no one to talk to about it. I could not make it stop. Still to this day I have had no one to talk to about it that has or has had these kind of experiences.
If I don't spell it out you won't understand the weight of it:
Murder, suicide, rape, armed robberies, riots, wars. Abuse of every kind. Death of every kind, if I saw, heard or read about it, I knew about it before-hand. Earthquakes, floods, hurricanes, volcano eruptions, you name it. Every natural diseater of every kind that I saw, heard, read or knew about.
Everything that I heard or saw or read about I knew before it happened.
And I didn't just know it, I felt it. I felt the pain of those people. I experience it.
I did know that I have empathic abilities but I did not know this could happen. No one told me I would feel it. No one said there was even a possibility that I would.
I could have had a complete breakdown and ended up in a hospital. This could have completely ruined my life or even ended it. Just from the stress.
It is very hard to deal it. Knowing that people are going to die and not being able to help them because no one helped me.
Who do you contact when you know an earthquake will kill many people?
I have written all the people that I could find who teach remote viewing and asked them simple questions. They have not written me back. I have written psychic organiziations that do research, they have not written me back. They have not been helpful in any way.
I guess they don't want to talk to someone who has "real" experiences and is actually capable of doing remote viewing. Capable of doing it without ever taking a class.
No one has answered my questions. No one said, You're psychic.
I guess they thought I already knew that.
If you are going to do remote viewing, be sure to find a great teacher. My guess is that they are few and far between, if they exist at all. Be sure to ask them before-hand if they will give you the time of day if you have any questions. Some of them are just out to make money.
Remote viewing had changed my life in very negative ways. I don't go out much anymore. I don't talk with people much anymore. I don't watch TV much and I don't read the news much anymore. This is the only thing that I've found that truly helped. Along with prayer and grounding. The prayer and grounding were not enough without the avoidance of the mentioned resources.
I had a lot of anger and resentment because of the experiences I have had and the fact that no one seems to even care. I sometimes wonder if people are even worth the suffering. If they are worthy to receive the gracious gift of me telling them anything ahead of time.
If they could have just shown me some kindness and compassion, If they could have understood me and what I was doing, I am sure I would not feel this way.