What Do I Do?

I really don't know how to say this. As far as I can tell, I'm profoundly psychic on a very basic level. I have an entire myriad of experiences that I experience on a regular basis. I don't know how to hone these, or control them. The only way I can mange them is to maintain an unbelievably over reinforced mental barrier. I have had dreams that foretold deaths and injuries. I've always been very sensitive to the dead. I can feel cemetaries and burial sites. I am very empathic and avoid physical contact with strangers and aquaintances. I'm empathic to the point of being able to read most people fairly and easily, meaning being able to infer rudimentary thoughts. I also have many regular precognitive experiences while awake, most often while driving, like I'll know to decelerate and change lanes moments before someone carelessly blows by at very high speed, or knowing someone will cut me off or try to t-bone me. I know if there is a cop within 1000 feet to a quarter of a mile about 95% of the time, and can instantly infer whether they have any interest in me. When I was young, I could get a vague idea of how a place would look before I got there about 50% of the time. I can manipulate energy. Massive amounts of energy, in any way I like. I wish I knew what I'm doing. I can heal through aural manipulation and massage. I'm pretty much a big ol' freak. The worst part is, I'm pretty sure I'm really meant to do something with this, but I have no idea what. No clue. I mean how am I supposed to help others when I can't help myself? I'm just wondering if anyone can help me control and hone my abilities so I can figure out what I'm meant to do.
Amethyst4284 Amethyst4284
1 Response May 15, 2012

You should look in doing some work with Reiki. See if anyone in your area is offering classes. I think you would be a great healer.