What's Happening To Me?

My name is Eve, I’m 13 years old and I’m scared. I’m scared that something bad is happening to me. I don’t know if it’s my imagination or if it is, in fact, true. What’s been happening has been going on for a couple of years now.

When I was younger (about 6) I used to think I saw people, not humans just shadows. I used to think they were my friends but then it just went away and I didn’t see any ‘thing’ again for years. When I was 10 I moved school and met two other people. We were just normal girls who hung out together until something weird happened to my friend, she said she was hearing things. She was hearing voices coming of this crystal she owned and the day she told us my other friend and her were talking while I was in the bathroom. I was never around for the conversation and it was over before I got back but when I got back I seemed to know everything they had just said.

They found it really freaky that that had happened to me but we just brushed it aside and thought it was a coincidence.

When I turned 11 things got even more weird. One night I had this dream me and my two friends were playing a game when all of a sudden she fell over and broke her ankle. The weird thing is the next day exactly that happened. I didn’t tell anyone I just started to look online for things like this happening. I couldn’t find anything that would help.

I started predicting more and more things. Not big things just when something should happen to someone, like what gift they would get or when someone should get told off before anything would happen. I got scared and told my friends and they said similar things were happening to them. Once we all started talking we found out we all had seen the ‘shadows’ when we were younger. Soon I started to develop this thing where it was like I could read some one’s mind but it wasn’t something big like what they were thinking just if they focused on a number or word I would know it. My friends starting having dreams of the future as well. It was getting out of hand and we were really freaked out by what happened. I started being able to talk to the ‘dead’ as well. I wasn’t sure if it was the dead but it felt like it was. I was completely out of control. What I did was I wrote a question on a piece of paper and concentrate on the question. Before I knew it I had blanked out and there was a response on the paper.

Soon after the ‘shadows’ came back. They stayed for longer and we could all see them. We could see them a bit more clearly than before. It was a Victorian woman in one of those puffy dresses. We started researching and we came up with this one Victorian woman because I had written her surname down when I was ‘talking’ to her.

One day we were all in the school bathroom and we saw ‘her’. She stayed for about 5 seconds, not long but still long enough to see. Soon one of the cubical doors started banging open and closed and the hand dryer turned on as well. We started to freak so we ran for the door but it was stuck. Something touched my arm and I jumped back soon something grabbed my friends back and tugged against her, not hard but hard enough to notice. We stood there froze until someone walked in. When they did everything stopped. It was like it never happened.

We never talked about that day again.

Soon after we met someone new. We told them everything and never kept any secrets. She said she knew exactly what we mean because it happened to her. We were so happy other people had the same thing happen to them we all became best friends. Not long after we found out all along she had lied to us. She had faked being able to see ‘her’ and made up all the dreams she had.

We all fell out but I still kept one of them as my friend.

When I was 12 one of them moved away and it all seemed to stop. I never saw ‘shadows’, I never had any more dreams and I thought it would all just end there and never happen again.
Last October I had a dream that someone was going to die in a car crash on that month. I didn't know who it would happen to, the people were all blurry. I freaked out every time I went into a car. On Halloween I was going to my friends for a sleepover. I told her I had a feeling someone was going to die in a car crash but she didn't take me seriously. Later that night I checked the internet for car crash deaths that month. My dream had come true. I told my friend and she just thought I had looked it up earlier and I was lying.

I didn't know who I could tell without making myself sound crazy so I decided to keep it to myself.

I have started to see the ‘shadows’. This time it just looks like they are mocking me, watching me. When I sit down in a school assembly and I sit at the back I see ‘shadows’ walk behind me but when I check to see who it is I see no-one. I hear voices, they aren't words they are just murmurs. All I can tell is it was a woman’s voice. I started to remember everything that used to happen. Everything I was hoping to forget. I’m scared. They are following me around everywhere I go, I am hearing things in my head. I can’t tell anyone because they will think I’m doing it for the attention.

What’s happening to me!?!
EveRosser EveRosser
13-15
2 Responses Jan 11, 2013

Hi I believe you might be a indigo child. Foresight ( seeing things before they happen ) and seeing spirits is common for us. First this you need to know is don't fear them, there are many different spirits/souls. What color is this spirit? What eye color does it have? Remember no fear, bad spirits/souls fuel themselves off of fear so without fear they loose their power.

Hi, Everything is going to be ok. You have a gift a few which is extra cool. The shadows are people the need something. Sometimes it's enough to talk to them and say " i can see you" if one is being noisy tell them to be quite. Mostly they stand around and watch every now and then they need help or want to help you. The shadows are people 90% of the time. So just like normal people they are everywhere.

This type of thing runs in my family and so far the every time I ask the people that have these gifts it runs in their family. You are not alone at all. I wish I had known to ask my parents if they had ever had any dreams or knew things before they happened. I was in the 3rd grade and met the person that would one day take someone from life. Years after it happened I told my mom and found out that she had some of the same abilities that I had and so had my grand mother. If I had told her about what I was going through I could have saved the person I lost. I usually don't tell my story to people. If and when I do share it has always meant that the person I was talking to was going to need help of some sort.

The dreams are important to pay attention to they will help guide you. The future is not set. There are many possible futures. There will be times when you see things that are just for you. These will prepare you situations you will have to deal with and are sometimes a way to remind you that you have a path to follow. Then the there are times when you can change the outcome of events. Change what you can it can be as simple stopping a friend to tell them that the principle wants to see them. That little change could have made them miss a bus that will get into an accident or just make them bump into a person that reminds them they forgot their math book in class. It will come as a strong feeling of something you need to do or a place you need to be.

There is a lot more I can tell you about this if your interested. There is meditation techniques. Visualization exercises. There are lots of things online and books you can read if you focus you can feel the words and know which ones are going to be helpful. Good Luck Kid.