I have Bipolar Disorder type one. It is extremely difficult. I am here because I expierence psychotic symptoms. It is horrible. I am delirious, see things, sense things, feel things. The night of my suicide attempt I thought that I felt angel tears falling all over my body. I was with a group of friends and I fell. I saw sparks falling all around me. I am like Deidre Burroughs from Running With Scissors. It is nice to know that I can share this with others.