My psychotic symptoms keep getting worse. I am bipolar type 1. It is complete misery. I am on both Depakote and Abilify. My psychiatrist is going to take me off Depakote and put me on lithium. It is scary sometimes. I see people that are completely black. Standing and walking around. Sometimes just a flash. I hear a bunch of noise in my head, and voices talking. I hear voices in the walls. Conversations going on. I hear whispers, and yells calling my name. Reality grows confusing.