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Psychosis

My psychotic symptoms keep getting worse. I am bipolar type 1. It is complete misery. I am on both Depakote and Abilify. My psychiatrist is going to take me off Depakote and put me on lithium. It is scary sometimes. I see people that are completely black. Standing and walking around. Sometimes just a flash. I hear a bunch of noise in my head, and voices talking. I hear voices in the walls. Conversations going on. I hear whispers, and yells calling my name. Reality grows confusing.

MoonRain MoonRain 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 1, 2008

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I do have anxiety but I just dont let it get to me most of the time. I dont hear voice but I do talk to myself about many things when I really want to talk to someone in person. I talk to many in EP and I am very happy for you all If I hadnt found EP I think I would have flipped out long time ago. I know I need to put things into my head of happiness and get out of this loneyly state. And bipolar is not fun I have a son with it and he hates it so much he has drawn into himself like I did but I like to talk and he doesnt.

i suffrer social anxiety and its almost the same i dont hear voices but i think people are judgeing me looking at me i feel im not worth talking too then i get depressed to the point i want to do somthing silly i feel only i can understand how i feel i take efexor xl 150 mg and propanolol 160mg i wont change now as i used to halluciate on diazipan seeing large spiders shadows etc i hope you relise your not alone stay srong as hard as that maybe my heart goes out to you

i suffrer social anxiety and its almost the same i dont hear voices but i think people are judgeing me looking at me i feel im not worth talking too then i get depressed to the point i want to do somthing silly i feel only i can understand how i feel i take efexor xl 150 mg and propanolol 160mg i wont change now as i used to halluciate on diazipan seeing large spiders shadows etc i hope you relise your not alone stay srong as hard as that maybe my heart goes out to you

i suffrer social anxiety and its almost the same i dont hear voices but i think people are judgeing me looking at me i feel im not worth talking too then i get depressed to the point i want to do somthing silly i feel only i can understand how i feel i take efexor xl 150 mg and propanolol 160mg i wont change now as i used to halluciate on diazipan seeing large spiders shadows etc i hope you relise your not alone stay srong as hard as that maybe my heart goes out to you