Living With Ptsd. Currently On My Third Combat Tour

I have found that being in combat actually makes me feel better. I know it sounds absurd. However I think my continued experiences has definitely improved my resiliency and ability to cope. Still sucks, just not as bad.
pointmain pointmain
36-40, M
2 Responses Jul 25, 2012

I fully understand! Contact pointman on the web. They helped me an awful lot.<br />
take care of yourself. I too feel the need to be in jeopardy instead of my comrades. It's weird, but I think you understand. I want to be the first through the door, the first to make contact etc....<br />

No, actually that makes some sense...If you're constantly fearing something, it's kind of a relief when it finally shows up?