He Did It

Hey guys,

My names Belle, I'm 17 years old and an emotional abuse survivor. It's not as bad as serving in Vietnam or Korea, but it's my little slice of hell.

When I was fourteen, I, stupidly fell for an eighteen year old guy. Perhaps it was my fault but he really had no business being around a girl that young. We dated for 3 months in the summer, in which I learned what the ugly side of human nature is.

Everyday was World War III, I had to wake up at 9, after both our parents left, and he'd call me until I woke up to yell at me to get out of bed and come meet him in his 2010 Silver Mustang (not a GT) where her drive me to his house and we'd do "things" all. Day. Long.

And when her drop me back off at my place at ten that night, I would be alone for maybe ten minutes before he'd Facebook/call me; and he'd be totally a different guy. He'd yell and scream for no reason calling me names and insulting me. And when I said it was over, he would retreat and then beg, another 180 degree turn.

And near the end when he realized I wasn't kidding he would actually come to my house in the middle of the night and threaten me until I came outside.

I know it's not a normal(?) PTSD experience, it wasn't one tragic trauma, just a bunch of small events so I'm not sure if it counts.

I hope you find peace within yourselves and have a good day
Belle1995 Belle1995
18-21, F
Jan 6, 2013