Why I Have Ptsd

i was rape 3 times by 3 different ppl.When I child, a teenager,and when I was adult.I was emotionally abuse and physically abuse.at the age of 15 I had a breakdown. I had Pychosis and ptsd. My body and my mind couldn't take it anymore. I was in the hospital for a month. I overcome it. I continue my therapy. After years of therapy I overcame the ptsd. It came back when I was 23 and been struggling with it ever since. I went through denial telling myself that there nothing wrong with me. I'm 31 now and I had a another nervous breakdown. This time I try to hurt myself. I got help. And now I'm doing much better. I'm more self aware. If wasn't for my kids I wouldn't got the help. I hate the fact that I have it. But I think of it this way. It not who iam
cv777 cv777
31-35, F
1 Response Feb 16, 2009

That's a very traumatic story..I'm glad you got help and are more self aware.