The Nightmare I Had Last Night Had Me Crying In My SleepI don't know if it was a dream, it all felt so real. I felt every emotion, I saw every detail, it even had me crying in my sleep. I woke up still crying, out of breath, nearly screaming. I am still to this hour terrified, scarred and feeling very depressed...always have but now the feeling has duplicated.
In my dream, I was fighting with my mother. She was yelling at me because she was upset with me, and I was yelling at back at her. One thing I said to her was "LOOK, DAD'S NOT HOME BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE AROUND YOU...NO ONE DOES!" and i started laughing. My brother was there and he was defending me I guess, but the fight was more between me and my mother. She yelled at me once more and ran into a bedroom. Me and my brother left to the kitchen and there was a buffet of food on the kitchen counter. I take a plate and start putting food on my plate. Suddenly, I hear a long flexed scream coming from the room my mom was in. The scream in my dream was my mom's actual scream, and I haven't heard her voice in eight months. I ran to the room crying "im coming, moman I'm comming!" but when i got to the bathroom, I saw a head with dangling long dark brown hair (my mothers) hanging on a piece of rope attached to the shower pole which holds the curtains up. I see to the left my mothers headless body, and a burning hot flat iron. I believe she flat ironed her neck, and it burned right through cutting her head off. In my dream i just held the head with the tips of my fingers looking back and forth between it and her dead body. I was crying, knowing it was all my fault, and that there was nothing I could do to bring her back. My heart filled with black regret. << understatements!!
my worst nightmare in my life. I woke up crying, panting at around 7:00 in the morning after sleeping at 1:30 in the morning. I couldn't go back to sleep or think properly. I miss my mother so much I need to see her today.
Does anyone know what this dream could mean?/translate into?