It's Happened Before

I've this vivid dream for a long time now, ever since I told my parents and siblings about the love I share. They accept it. But in this dream, they don't.

I'm holding hands with John again, like we are most of the time, when we can. Then the police come and everything is terrifying. I don't want to let go of his hand, even if it's starting to sweat at all the lights. John looks at me, and smiles. "Everything's going to be fine, Max."

But I don't believe it.

The cops come to us and yank him from me, they beat him and ask if I'm okay. "Stop! Leave him alone!" I scream, crying.

They beat him until he's nothing but blood and bruises and broken bones.

Then I wake up, and cover my face. Sometimes John is there beside me to turn over, to wrap his long arms around me and make me believe that everything really is going to be fine. This is my nightmare.

I never want to lose him.
StereotypicalRomance StereotypicalRomance
13-15, M
1 Response Dec 13, 2012

My boyfriend is into drug dealing. i always have dreams he's in prison and i can never see him again for something drug related. I wish he would stop.

You should talk to him about stopping that kind of life, maybe because you mean so much to him, he will. I hope it works out for you.

i hope your guy doesn't get taken away from you

You're welcome! I hope he doesn't either. :)