Well Lately

Normally my nightmares are flashbacks to when I was abused... but one really disturbing nightmare I had went like this:


In real life, I have a friend call him "S" and we have a friend named "L." So in real life L told S that if he didn't come over right this second she was going to slash her wrists. Well S went right over and nothing became of it.

So later that night I had this nightmare that L was slashing her wrists in front of my and her blood was squirting on me. I couldn't turn away or leave. I was screaming and screaming for her to stop. I could see the blood splash out between flaps of flesh. 

I woke up screaming my head off and ripping the covers off me. I stayed up all night after that.

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Mar 4, 2010