So Many

If I'm bitterly honest about it I have more regrets than I can remember in one go.
There are some that play on my mind regularly and some that rear their ugly head only occasionally.
There are some that I can mentally brush aside with ease and some that make me physically cringe or shudder at the thought.
Every single one will be with me for ever because they have happened and there is nothing I can do to make it right.
Every single one can be pushed far away from the front of my brain, some for a few hours, some a few days, some a few months, oh you get the picture.
Sometimes they really play on my mind and I desperatly wish there was something I could do.
Sometimes it really gets to me.

However.
I know that this does me no good.
I know it gets me nowhere.
I know that I should learn and move on.

Experience is something you get just after you needed it.

There is no point in feeling low about it

Just smile and cary on :-)

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Heellover Heellover
36-40, M
1 Response May 6, 2012

I admire the courage and effort you have to "brush away" those regrets..Keep up the faith and soon, you'll be rewarded in ways and experiences that you'll no longer regret.