Broken Dreams

As I sit and mull over the things that have gone in since "that day" I realise that not having fulfilled our plans/dreams hurts too. Silly things like we wanted to go sightseeing in London, I particularly wanted to go and see the Christmas decs in Oxford St because the sight of something beautiful brings me tears. We wanted to visit America. I wanted to meet his estranged daughter, my step-daughter. I guess that will never happen now..........
I wanted to be his forever, I wanted to make at least one marriage work.
So, next time, if there is a next time, I will put my dreams first and not put off my plans.
purplefreesias purplefreesias
46-50, F
Jan 27, 2013