Confused And Miserable?
I am 10 yrs married with 2 beautiful children. I am just wondering how could someone hurt the one they love. I recently found out that my husband is having conversation with his ex-girlfriend. But what's wrong about it is that he's saying that he still loves the girl from the letter I discovered. Although, he informs the girl that she chose the wrong decision when she left him. But I am wondering, is't possible that we're married and he still loves his ex-girlfriend? I really don't know it because he's my first and last....hopefully! And one thing more about my hubby. He entertains ladies who show interest on him. I see it as flirting although not too vulgar. I think he likes it but he's telling me that there's no problem. It's me who has a problem. It gets into my nerves. He said that I'm always too jealous. He tries to avoid of making me jealous by hiding things from me. Which makes me more upset. Because for me he's becoming dishonest to our relationship.
Sometimes I feel tired of what's happening between us. But I can't leave because I got kids and I love him very much. But it's becoming unhealthy for me, our relationship, and for my family. I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm such a miserable person!
Could you comment on this? Especially, to those people who also experience the same thing. I really want to know what's going on with my life. These things that are happening to me are like ghosts that goes into my mind even when I'm busy or at bedtime. It's a crazy thing that's hacking my life but all I can do right now is ignore it. Which makes me weak. Hmmm....I just want to hear from other people. Because I'm not the type of person who share personal problems to close friends.