I Have Scars

I have too many scars. I started cutting my thighs with a box cutter when I was in high school. I didn't go swimming so no one ever noticed. By the time I was 21, I was cutting every day. I was hospitalized many times and each time I found objects I could use. I hated myself so much that all I wanted to do was sleep so I took many overdoses, resulting in long hospital stays. As soon as I got off ward privileges, I would go down to the pharmacy and buy Gravol and razors. Every scar has a story - I'm fat, I'm stupid, I'm useless.
littlecanadian littlecanadian
26-30, F
Dec 16, 2012