Do I Dare Again?I think I need medication. The delusional thoughts are getting out of control. I know they are delusions but that doesn't stop them. My issue lately has been mostly mood uissues, however, the schizophrenia aspect has shone hard through. I want nothing to do with people and I just feel so numb.
I'm scared of medication. I'm a broke *** single working mom and my baby's father, who is now my ex due to emotional abuse (pretty sure he is a sociopath) kidnapped her for a month and he is also my work boss.
I need meds but he controls the income even when we aren't together. I pay him money even though we share joint custody.
Random things are happening in my room...the CD pla
****, I wish I had a joint.
DistortedPerceptions 22-25, F 0 Jan 24, 2013