I have Schwannomatosis and have tumours on my spinal cord about 30 of them and they give me so much pain I am in quite a deep depression. It took 15 years to get diagnosed and got treated very bad by doctors in the uk. I use a wheelchair because even though I can walk a little bit, I got fed up with people walking into me when I used sticks or the sticks slipping on wet ground which just made the pain worse. I lost my wife and kids because I married a very selfish woman who hated my disability and was ashamed of me. I'm living alone now and feel very lonely and any amount of stress just makes me so ill I feel like ending it all. I could say a lot more but am hurting now so I need to lay down.