Some I don't even admit fully to myself because I'm afraid I won't be able to get there, and admitting them would mean I'd have to try.

Yet perhaps it's better to admit and explore desires, or contemplate whether something is actually a desire, even if it's too daunting to pursue yet, or ever.

I read that if your goals don't scare you that means they're not big enough. I read it on the interwebs sleep it must be so. Everything scares me though.

That's one reason I belong with a companion. Not just anyone, but the right one for me. So that I can grow stronger, be stronger on borrowed strength. Together I am stronger than alone.

Yep, here I am admitting I want access to a companion and I belong with one. Just a few years ago it was unthinkable. I still belong alone to some extent but not entirely. Certainly a little less alone than I am now. Xuan is Nyxii's human companion but we are separated by a mountain of plateaux. Everyone has the right to the pursuit of happiness.

Wait - or is it just the Americans?

Nyxii just learned she has the right to peace, order and good government, instead.
Nyxii Nyxii
26-30, F
Aug 20, 2014