Seizure


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Seizure

I had a seizure on Dec 28 and it feels like im slowly being dragged behind the bushes to be beaten . On the 28th I lost my job because I was a driver and soon there after things were looking up unemployment took over half a month to kick in but on with it barely any income been working sonce I was 16 and noone wanted to help food stamps medicaid everyone just made it so hard even unemployment . Finally it all came together and my previous insurance ran out medicaid took over in Feb and by feb 20 they cancelled saying my unemployment was to much ,with five perscriptions two which are anto seiz meds and run 300 dollars alone what are we to do and on top of all this i am feeling alone, raged, paranoid, interrogated, stupid, unemployed, confused, scared, while trying to support and raise two children one 7 one 3 and my wife is at home so everything seems to be standing still i dont know what to do where to turn and it seems noone understand me they all say your overthinking it but if so how can i stp am I completely losing my mind . My life has been the same for eight years dring a truck locally salary and I had a plan now im confused and my noodle in completely fried does anyone know what this is like ?


Loudenslager Loudenslager
26-30, M
Feb 23, 2010