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My Gift Since I Was A Child...

Hi everyone my name is Linda and I have a gift called: A Gift of Discernment..I'm not too sure how old I was at the time that I keep noticing certain feelings or senses that I would feel. I never really understood when I was a teen until I was an Adult and later understood it was a Gift of Discernment...
I was a teenager when I remember something that really happened and I was so confused and at the same time scared me and brought upon me so much hurt. I had dated my parents godson. He was a few yrs. older then I was but you know Dads, he wasn't too happy with that age gap...anyways, we dated and I knew he smoked w***d and I didn't and didn't have any problem with it either as long as he knew what he was doing and he had done it for so long that I felt safe. Ok, let me fast forward, well nothing really happened between him and I. I was still in High School and he started being very controlling and it made me feel very scared...and it really bothered my spirit..this sense was telling me to get away from him as far as I could..Well, then I married and he was not and really never got the chance. Something kept telling me to tell my dad, but i knew my father and he would not of put up with that so I kept it to myself and how could I explain to my father that I had something inside of me that just kept telling me to get away from him because I was in Danger...One day still being married I had left my husband and called him and it had been a couple of yrs. that we had even seen ourselves..so he did answer and I went to his place and we talked..we were on his bed and I sensed that something was under the pillow, and it didn't feel like it was a good thing..so I waited a while and he finally went to the bedroom and I put my hand under the pillow and found a gun...oh yes, a gun...this sense came over me to get out of there and quick..so we talked about a couple of minutes and I finally left and thanking God all the way home for nothing happening to me...I still wasn't sure why this voice kept telling me I was in danger when I was with him and then how I felt a couple of yrs later and still hearing this voice or some times it's just a feeling or sensation that I get and I felt so scared in his presence...Well, time passed and time went on and one night I had this horrible dream and i dreamed that my parents godson was at work and I saw like warehousea and he was taken out back and told to get down  on his knees and they shot him in the head..i woke up so disturbed by  this nightmare and no way could I tell my husband at the time, but this voice kept telling me to tell my mother or call his mom...there was no way I was going to tell his mom, she would of thought I was crazy and yes I was going to tell my mom and I kept forgetting for some reason...I then called her one day and told her about my nightmare and that's when I found out ....IT HAD REALLY HAPPENED...It had happen a few days before I told my mom just the way I had dreamed it..Oh God, I felt horrible and felt like I could of saved him if I would of listen t that voice that told me to call him mom or tell mine...for many years I felt so guilty of it. May he rest in peace, I later found out he had done something very bad, drugs and who ever it was or whatever he did, they killed him for it...
I have had many experiences like this and different ones too..I can meet someone and tell you right away if that person is good or bad or up to no good..I can feel when things will happen to certain people or if others will try to hurt them. I am also able to sometimes connect with certain spirits that have passed on or that are still here on earth..The only thing is that I don't like about my gifts is that I am either consider a liar or a looney person or a witch,which I am not any of those. I was told that this is a Gift from God, so I honorable accept it with no problem..I know sometimes it's so hard to get a person to believe you  so I sometimes don't say anything...I wish more people were open to it and except it. I am who I am and being the person God created me to be so if this is what has given to me I will still try and help many people..sometimes it does feel as a curse because it's 24/7..but I am trying to learn how to "turn off" when I'm not ready for it.. I at times use to see it as a curse but not now ...I see it as a special gift and I'm proud to have my gifts..
Montylyn Montylyn 51-55, F 3 Responses Oct 12, 2012

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wish i had that gift

That was a moving story, thank you for sharing. You are such an inspiration to me, to listen to my inner voice. I don't always trust my inner gut, but next time I will think of you.

Yes sweetie it may not be too easy at first but you will eventually get it ...if you have further questions please let me know...also don't doubt yourself its important not to do that.....thank you,Linda....

Thanks for sharing your story. I'm glad you shared.