I Struggle With Trusting Anyone..

So to write my story in here with whom ever reads it is hard. However, I am a very sensitive person. I have had several premonitions that have matured... through out my life. But the biggest issue I have is taking on other peoples emotions that are around me. People I know, people I don't know.. whether or not I have been around them for days, weeks, months, or minutes. At times it is a momentary flash of someone's entire life that can shoot into me and drop me to the ground in peer pain. I will cry uncontrollably and feel everything to an immeasurable level.

I also have an ability to tell you what a person's character will be like when I have spent as little as 5 minutes with them. Now this isn't a 100% of the time, but it is about 85/90% that I have calculated.

There isn't anyone I know who I can trust with this or talk to ith this. My girl friend knows because she witnesses it. I don't know where to go or how to handle this. It consumes my life, everyday.. and I fight to protect myself from feeling these things. It is exhausting and I'm not healthy.. my mind does not stop, ever.  

Can anyone speak to this ? Any suggestions or directions ?

Thank you..

ChillSoul ChillSoul
31-35, F
1 Response Feb 22, 2009

I no how you feel so very much. It does consume you and drive you demented on a daily basis. I've tried to overcome it by burying it but it doesnt exactly work very well.<br />
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I think you should look up where the nearest psychic development classes are and go an have a go at it. They are supposed to be very good and they teach you how to use it. I cant because i live in ireland and its not really heard of here. I've been looking for a long time.