Kept

I have been approached several times in my life by various men to be "kept"! One man still keeps in contact with me to this day... I always refused! Insisting it "wasn't right" or I am not that type etc...... But secretly I know I would enjoy it! I am a confident and strong woman yes....but as I have gotten older.....not 18 not " twenty something" I fantasize about it often! How I would love a man to take charge.... want me sooo bad he has to know where I am and who I am with....he secretly sends me things to work..flowers..perfume or even what he wants on me when he comes to me that night! I LOVE that my bedroom is a lair...for him provided by him...to do with me what he pleases! I am understanding of his life outside of me and I also understand how much of his life is being inside me!