I Know Its Bad

 But sometimes i can't help it. Whenever i have had a really bad day(or week) recently i just get this ovewheling urge.

I think its way that i take a little bit of power back into my life. i have little rules that i have set for myself to justify it.

1. Big corporations are fine  ex.walmart

2. Never struggling businesses

3. Never if the people who work at est. are nice to me

4. No small businesses

5. If overpriced then fine

6. if with certain people then never

7. never anything of great value (over $7)

there are more sill justifications that i make. i usually don't even keep the things i take. i give them away.

i want to stop