I Have At Least 3 Maybe 4 Other Half Sisters Somewhere..

My father got around... Before me and my sister, he had a daughter named Christina Mae, she was born in 1974, my sister was born in 1978, I was born in 1979, and then after us he had 2 more girls (sisters) with another lady and possibly one more with someone else.  The oldest Tina is the only one I have the most information about.  I have looked for her, but can never get her current address.  I get very close but then nothing.  I haven't looked for the others, because i can't really.  I have two tentative names of the sisters, but nothing on the last, youngest girl if there is one.  I had always hear of Tina growing up but she was like a fictional character in my life...  When my father died at age 46, 8 yrs ago, it was left to me to make the arrangements, and I received a box of his stuff afterwards.  How sad is it that in 46 yrs all you have left is a box of papers and pictures.  Digging through that box I found his address book and got my first lead in my hunt for Tina, then going through more of his stuff, i found more information on Tina.  I would love to find her or any of them b/c they are my family, and I don't hv much of that.  My sister and I are not that close, we were separated when I was about 8-9 and she was 10-11.  But growing up we were in and out of foster care, so we wern't together much anyways.  Our family embarrasses my sister, because it doesn't fit all nice and neat into a pretty package, it is ugly, it hurts you and so she tells people she has no family...  I guess I would just like to belong to someone...

I am chaos in limbo, like a puzzle piece that has no match, no way to fit in...
angrymom23 angrymom23
31-35, F
Jul 23, 2010