I'm Notorious For This.

I don't know, and can't understand, why I do this, well, maybe I do:

Psychologically, it's got a be a control thing, some kind of ego boost, knowing that even though I am no longer romantically involved with someone, I can still have that intimacy, even when they are involved with someone else.

Or maybe I'm just fsck'd in the head, and in some small way, I'm exacting a personal vendetta against women, because I was cheated on once.

I should get therapy for this at some point.